Monday, June 21, 2010

Wow. This is actually reallyreally accurate. *-*

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Desert Places

Snow falling and night falling fast, oh, fast

In a field I looked into going past,
And the ground almost covered smooth in snow,
But a few weeds and stubble showing last.

The woods around it have it—it is theirs.
All animals are smothered in their lairs.
I am too absent-spirited to count;
The loneliness includes me unawares.

And lonely as it is that loneliness
Will be more lonely ere it be less—
A blanker whiteness of benighted snow
With no expression, nothing to express.

They cannot scare me with their empty spaces
Between stars—on stars where no human race is.
I have it in me so much nearer home
To scare myself with my own desert places.
~Robert Frost

Acceptance

When the spent sun throws up its rays on cloud

And goes down burning into the gulf below,
No voice in nature is heard to cry aloud
At what has happened. Birds, at least must know
It is the change to darkness in the sky.
Murmuring something quiet in her breast,
One bird begins to close a faded eye;
Or overtaken too far from his nest,
Hurrying low above the grove, some waif
Swoops just in time to his remembered tree.
At most he thinks or twitters softly, 'Safe!
Now let the night be dark for all of me.
Let the night bee too dark for me to see
Into the future. Let what will be, be.'

~Robert Frost

Alone

From childhood's hour I have not been

As others were; I have not seen
As others saw; I could not bring
My passions from a common spring.
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow; I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone;
And all I loved, I loved alone.
Then- in my childhood, in the dawn
Of a most stormy life- was drawn
From every depth of good and ill
The mystery which binds me still:
From the torrent, or the fountain,
From the red cliff of the mountain,
From the sun that round me rolled
In its autumn tint of gold,
From the lightning in the sky
As it passed me flying by,
From the thunder and the storm,
And the cloud that took the form
(When the rest of Heaven was blue)
Of a demon in my view.

~Edgar Allan Poe

A to Z (from Phoebe)

A
Available: Maybe.
Age: Almost legal.
Annoyance: Your face.
Animal: Horses.

B
Birthday: Aug 4.
Best Friends: You know who you are.
Best feeling in the world: Being loved.
Been in Love: Yes.
Been on stage: Yes.
Believe in Magic: No.
Believe in Miracles: Yes.
Believe in Santa: No.

C
Candy: Gummy bears &chocolate <3
Color: Shades and blue.
Chocolate/Vanilla: Chocolate.
Chinese/Mexican: Mexican.... TACOS!
Cake or pie: Cake.
Continent/Country to visit: Europe.... Norway, Italy... <3
Cheese: Mozzarella &Cheddar.

D
Day or night?: Night.
Dance in the rain: Done that today.... well, more like dash to the commonroom from the gym.

E
Eggs: Cooked.
Eyes: Dark brown.... long.... single-eyelid.
Ever failed a class: Yes.

F
Full name: Access Denied.
First thoughts waking up: Rarejakwjra;wlkjer...... *presses snooze button and falls back to sleep*
Food: Italian ftw.

G
Greatest Fear: Spiders &losing my memory.
Goal: To live.
Get along with your parents: Majority of the time.
Good luck charm: Anchor.

H
Hair Color: Black.
Height: 171cm ish.
Happy: Not at the moment.
How do you want to die: I'll figure that out when I get there.

I
Ice Cream: Om nomnomonommm..
Instrument: Clarinet and Piano..... (but I like strings and oboe too <3)

J
Jewelry: Not at the moment.
Job: Being a teenager.

K
Kids: In the future.
Kickboxing or karate: KICKBOXING!!!
Keep a journal: Yes.

L
Longest Car Ride: From Melbourne to Canberra.
Love: Too many.
Letter: Yes.
Laughed so hard you cried: Oh yeah.
M
Milk flavor: Coffee.
Movies: Romanceeeee..... chick flicks..... action.... fantasy <3
Motion Sickness: Fuck yeah.
McD’s or BK: Subway!

N
Number of Siblings: None.
Number of Piercings: One in each ear.
Number: 34

O
One wish: For all those 11.11 wishes to come true.

P
Perfect Pizza: Chicken...... <3
Pepsi/Coke: Coke.

Q
Quote: hahahhahaha i collect these =]

R
Reality TV: Beauty and the Geek? xD Masterchef <3
Radio Station: THE FOXXXXX
Roll your tongue in a circle: a ...circle?
Ring size: Medium i think.

S
Song: Varies.
Shoe size: Biggish.
Salad Dressing: Ceaser.
Skipped school: Yes.
Slept outside: No.
Shower daily: Pretty much.
Sing well: I wish.
Swear: Fuck no.
Strawberries/Blueberries: Both........

T
Time for bed: Whenever~
Thunderstorms: When there is window between us.

U
Unpredictable: I can be.

V
Vacation spot: La-la Land.

W
Weaknesses: Softie.
Worst feeling: That... sinking feeling...................... &others ~
Wanted to be a model: I used to want to.
Worst weather: Humid and hot. Ew.

X
X-Rays: Had them.
Ex's: Kinda.

Y
Year it is now: ...Hmmm.... I wonder.
Yellow: That's me~

Z
Zoo animals: Lomgosh.. those meercats are the cutest little things ever! *squeal*

Formspring.

For those who don't know what happened....:
There is someone out there that apparently thinks that I'm 'fake'.. because I apparently 'flirt'.... and act.. 'innocently'? From the 'Ms Fang' response, I assume that whoever that person is knows me either on Facebook (where my name is 'Liddie Fang') or in real life (on the back on my year 12 jumper, it says 'FANG')..... most likely, both because 99% of my Facebook friends I know in real life.
From their tone, my 'bro' thought that that person may know me ...well? Which is rather hurtful because I only tell personal things about myself to friends that I trust. Maybe he's right. Maybe he's wrong.

'Liddie Fang at the end of the day, it is about who has the strength to ignore the bullshit and not let it affect them. Who cares if I supposedly flirt. At least I have the confidence to be myself and confront life for what it is.'

That's my status on Fb  (:



As one of my close friends suggested, I disabled my Formspring account. I only created the account because I was interested in what people would ask me if their identity is unknown. But, you know what? There are some things that maybe we are not suppose to now. Words can sting. I mean, if you want to me that I'm fake and explain why, come up to me and say it to my face. Because I want to know what people think of me and I know that I'm probably not the most likeable person on this planet.