Eat My Shorts, Chemistry/Psychology Exam.

Rawr. =="
Don't you sometimes just wish life is easier... love is not so complicated... and death may be slightly perhaps a tinsy bit more pleasurable?

There's exactly 13 days until my midyear exams. Oh noes. Oh woes. Where is the Grim Reaper when you need him eh?
Psychology... well, lets just say that I'm slightly more confident than Chemistry...
Had Psych last period and did the short answer section of a practice exam....
"Me: .... oh crap~~ what is the definition of consciousness agaiN????????? *stress stress*"
yeah.. sooooo~~ hi naomi. go do your biol.

lol.. yeah that was my friend who just walked into the library~ rawr.

mmmm.. and chemsitry.
oh crap.
i'm so screwed for that.
haven't done enough exams.....or questions..... haven't really revised apart from the 8 hour lecture on Sunday... (that killed my brain cells)

Mmmm... what else is happening~

Well, there's the guy.... and the other guy.... and some other random person on the train. lawlz.
first guy.. well, he was avoiding me. i logged onto facebook. oh lookie, he got a girlfriend. NO WONDER HE WAS AVOIDING ME..... ==" *facepalm*
mmm.. the second guy I only just found out last night that he likes someone else. so *poof* there goes that one~ plus, he's shorter than me soo... just the slightish tad bit awkward ==" (*rages* WHY ARE GUYS SOO SHORT THESE DAYS. FML)
mmmm... yeah~ the random person.. is .. err.. random .^^" haha.

and there's my best friend (: who's birthday is tomorrow. so if you're reading this (and i'm going to make sure you do)...

HAPPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY 8D


...and sorry, you're pressie is coming ^^" promise, brotherdear <3


mmm... yeah. just hope you have an awesome awesome day and enjoy being MATURE now xD rofls~
mmm.... and thanks for everything (: and im always here for you. and yeah. you know the rest (:
lalalal~<3



Signing off guys. bai. x

"You were a dream. Then a reality. Now a memory."

"liddie, you know I like you, you know how important you are to me,
I've told you 3? times before?, I love you, but it's a different love.
Besides, long distance relationships, we've discussed that too,
Perhaps if we were neighbours, it'd be very different, but as it stands, we're not.
And you have your own love-life, right?

Hence, I do love you.
I don't "love" (like love-love) her, I'm grateful to her, and thankful too.
She's a great friend too, and I'm happy to know her.
Between me and her, there've been times when things fell awkward, so like I said in the blog - or rather, I was hinting - that to keep the friendship, to not risk anything, I'll stay by her as a friend.

The situations between me and the both of you are completely different, you can't compare.
So does that answer your question?"

Dear my sweet knight,
Yes, I know how important I am to you and I'm sure you know important you are to me. Well, I hope you do at least. What we have... it's something between a relationship and friendship, no? Yes, I know what you mean when you say that you love me in a different way. Over time, since these years that I've known you, we have grown close and you're right once again, it's probably for the best that we stay the way we are now. We both have experienced the ups and downs of long-distance relationship and we know the unpredictability that it holds.
But there is something that I want you to know. Please, on any occassion, don't feel obligued to not go out with someone because it will make things between us awkward. It's okay. You can think of it like I'm giving you permission... Well, not exactly since I don't necessarily own you in any way. All I'm saying is that if you like someone, go for it. Don't worry about me.
In your loneliness, I'll be there to light your path and comfort you with warmth. Upon this planet, there are over six billion human beings, but we only need a few to comfort us when life is in jeopardy. As long as you let me, I'll help you in everyway that is possible. When you need me, I'm always there with you in spirit. I will always remain as your psycho angel. Nothing will change that.
So, next time you realize you have feelings for someone else, go for it. (: It'll be okay. You won't lose me that easily, my dear. <3



Con affetto, Liddie 'Psycho Angel'